Feeling a sense of "home"

Unification with yourself is not easy to come by. Who knows if I will ever fully know all of the love and gifts I possess. Will one day I wake up and just become whom I want to be? Probably not. It is taking some serious deprogramming and reconstructing. Not to change whom I am at the core. Instead, to take away what is not necessary and does not serve me anymore. To feel at ease and to feel like I am coming home.

Finding your own tribe, finding your paradise: This video runs a lot of parallels to how I felt about life and my need to escape to Paradise. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1G4isv_Fylg&ob=av2e

When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach
So she ran away in her sleep
Dreamed of para- para- paradise
Para- para- paradise
Para- para- paradise
Every time she closed her eyes